20102010 - This october is special

This 2010 October is really a wonderful month, with the special 101010, and now 20102010...
Today went to see doc, and do all the necessary check up, and spend few hundred on it :S

Today a special day, and its make me feel like want to do something special..
but... cant think of anything special, but i know there are some changes on me this month..
The Mr Khoo Teck Ming, say me very emo in the blog :S so thinking no matter how, i should mentioned his name, as he is alert with my post :)
Mr Khoo, gals are oways emo, ok... :P

Pass few weeks, there are many choices in front of me and i need to make decision..
Do not know the decision i made is right or wrong, but try my best and don regret...
The stress from work is become high, the responsibility become more... Is good or bad?
I wan to thanks the people beside me, support me, help me, and make me happy..

I am looking forward next week.......... hope will be great :)

Special number, Special Day 10-10-10

Wake up early in the morning, with drizzling weather. Try to sleep late but cant, then log on to the laptop then only notice that, today is a special day..

Just came back from Hong Kong trip for 3 days, the body and the soul still floating.. Did not have good rest for the pass few days..and NOW at mid valley starbucks with my macchiato and laptop..

Thinking what should i do to make the day become more meaningful. Looking at the people outside, shopping, chating, walking, etc... looks happy and enjoy.. and i am thinking what should i do, is a big different from them.

My nephew today fall down in the tar road at my sban house, look at the plaster that his mom put it on, on his leg and hand, its so pity, but mom told me is just a small cut... and my sis make it become really SERIOUS.. sort of miss him much..

Have a memorable holiday in HK with parents, although is tiring but everyone is enjoying... :) but not enough time for me and my sis to shopping... parents is so tiring until when reach msia, first thing is go massage :S

Mom, Dad, sorry that make you both so tiring o ... first time to HK, sure many place to go :P Love u .....
 

Special 1 day

Today morning, with a dark sky and start raining. People say that start a day from rain is not a good sign, but i did not think bout the bad thing, with the exiting mood, i drive to work as usual.

I am a bit frustrated today because of Yesterday night something happen, but i tell myself, i must learn to forgive as today will be a nice day and not a frustrated day. I am looking forward tonight, how does everything goes. I am excited, i am nervous, i am happy.

But luckily it did not make me regret, i have a nice 3D movie which the movie i wanted to watch quiet a while, then have a nice chat. Thanks for the time spent and also the tolerate on my bad temper.

140910 - Nice and Happy day

Inside my heart

Today went to swim in the evening, while swimming a lot of things come into my mind, family, career, friend, etc...

Swim actually will make me think more and feel more in my life...

Time passes, look at parent, they become older, sis and bro have their own family, friends have their partner...

but i am happy to have them beside me always..

I have a bad temper, really bad temper, but thanks to my family and friends that really tolerate me, understand me and forgive me..

I know they worry bout me, worry i over stress myself, our target myself... Dear all, sorry to make all of you worry and i love u..

Because of you all, i have the strength to continue,

Because of you all, i have the power to keep going, 

Because of you all, i have the love which you all gave it to me...

Thanks for all the love and i appreciate.........

2010 Birthday

Thanks to everyone, their wishes, the celebration.... i know i am in love...
Enjoy all the dinner with all of you guys and also my lovely family.

Happy to meet you guys and finally get to met your partner :)

My birthday cake from my lovely sis.. muaks :)

This is my lovely colleague... although everyday kena bully by them, but its really fun to work with them......

my sweet dessert.... i love this place :)

This is my coursemate in UM... happy to see them and thanks for the celebration..

now i only know all of us can sing...haaaa :P

真的只是有时候

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只

想 一个人静静的发呆。


真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心 里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。


真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的 人，突然觉得说不出话。


真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东 西一夜间面目全非。


真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自 己简单的行李去流浪。


真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开 始百感交集。


真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老 天荒。


真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别 人看到自己的伤口。


真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。


真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。


真的只是有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想 起一个人的脸。




真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表 达。


真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。


真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。


真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。


真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。


真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。


真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。


真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累 很累。


真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。


真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。


真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。


真的只是有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全 感。


真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷 的发慌。


真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。


真的只是有时候，渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂 的事。


真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。


真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。




其实，真的只是有时候。。。

Two Rainbow

Heavy rain yesterday night when driving back home, the cars are all side by side because of the Bad Jammed. Normally i take bout 10 to 15 mins back home, and yesterday is a horrible jammed which take bout 30 mins to reach home. While i am driving with the Bad mood because of the Jammed and the Bad headache, i saw a nice scene which make me feel relief a bit.

Share with all of you :)