Great Night.... 201110

I have a great night, having dinner in nikko hotel, and a great chat....
Wear a nice pink dress, to make the night become sweet :)
This is the first time that, actually a dinner can be so meaningful..
It make me more understand, more enjoy on the time spending and memorable...
Do not have expensive wine, do not have candle light dinner,
and when to a  place where women scare, the buffet dinner...
the weight is gaining, but i still go for the dinner to enjoy the food and enjoy the time

Full till the stomach giving me warning that, its coming out and remember the dress in the cupboard :S
need to control abit, but the mind tell me that the fruits, the choco fundae, the tempura, the sashimi, etc are all waiting for me :S

thank you for the time and also the dinner....... i love it... :)

Memory October 2010 - 2628

White Cloud, Blue Sky, Colorful Fish... Without any burden on the shoulder, no stress, leave everything behind.. The feeling is great, just enjoy the moment.

Did you try before, without anything holding you, you swim in the big sea? The feeling is GREAT...Take out the life jacket, swim in the big sea with all the colorful fish, with the warm sea water... look from one end to the others... :) Wat a great great feeling and memory...

No matter how, i promise myself, i will go again, to have the feeling again and enjoy with my Loves one...

20102010 - This october is special

This 2010 October is really a wonderful month, with the special 101010, and now 20102010...
Today went to see doc, and do all the necessary check up, and spend few hundred on it :S

Today a special day, and its make me feel like want to do something special..
but... cant think of anything special, but i know there are some changes on me this month..
The Mr Khoo Teck Ming, say me very emo in the blog :S so thinking no matter how, i should mentioned his name, as he is alert with my post :)
Mr Khoo, gals are oways emo, ok... :P

Pass few weeks, there are many choices in front of me and i need to make decision..
Do not know the decision i made is right or wrong, but try my best and don regret...
The stress from work is become high, the responsibility become more... Is good or bad?
I wan to thanks the people beside me, support me, help me, and make me happy..

I am looking forward next week.......... hope will be great :)

Special number, Special Day 10-10-10

Wake up early in the morning, with drizzling weather. Try to sleep late but cant, then log on to the laptop then only notice that, today is a special day..

Just came back from Hong Kong trip for 3 days, the body and the soul still floating.. Did not have good rest for the pass few days..and NOW at mid valley starbucks with my macchiato and laptop..

Thinking what should i do to make the day become more meaningful. Looking at the people outside, shopping, chating, walking, etc... looks happy and enjoy.. and i am thinking what should i do, is a big different from them.

My nephew today fall down in the tar road at my sban house, look at the plaster that his mom put it on, on his leg and hand, its so pity, but mom told me is just a small cut... and my sis make it become really SERIOUS.. sort of miss him much..

Have a memorable holiday in HK with parents, although is tiring but everyone is enjoying... :) but not enough time for me and my sis to shopping... parents is so tiring until when reach msia, first thing is go massage :S

Mom, Dad, sorry that make you both so tiring o ... first time to HK, sure many place to go :P Love u .....
 

Special 1 day

Today morning, with a dark sky and start raining. People say that start a day from rain is not a good sign, but i did not think bout the bad thing, with the exiting mood, i drive to work as usual.

I am a bit frustrated today because of Yesterday night something happen, but i tell myself, i must learn to forgive as today will be a nice day and not a frustrated day. I am looking forward tonight, how does everything goes. I am excited, i am nervous, i am happy.

But luckily it did not make me regret, i have a nice 3D movie which the movie i wanted to watch quiet a while, then have a nice chat. Thanks for the time spent and also the tolerate on my bad temper.

140910 - Nice and Happy day

Inside my heart

Today went to swim in the evening, while swimming a lot of things come into my mind, family, career, friend, etc...

Swim actually will make me think more and feel more in my life...

Time passes, look at parent, they become older, sis and bro have their own family, friends have their partner...

but i am happy to have them beside me always..

I have a bad temper, really bad temper, but thanks to my family and friends that really tolerate me, understand me and forgive me..

I know they worry bout me, worry i over stress myself, our target myself... Dear all, sorry to make all of you worry and i love u..

Because of you all, i have the strength to continue,

Because of you all, i have the power to keep going, 

Because of you all, i have the love which you all gave it to me...

Thanks for all the love and i appreciate.........

2010 Birthday

Thanks to everyone, their wishes, the celebration.... i know i am in love...
Enjoy all the dinner with all of you guys and also my lovely family.

Happy to meet you guys and finally get to met your partner :)

My birthday cake from my lovely sis.. muaks :)

This is my lovely colleague... although everyday kena bully by them, but its really fun to work with them......

my sweet dessert.... i love this place :)

This is my coursemate in UM... happy to see them and thanks for the celebration..

now i only know all of us can sing...haaaa :P

真的只是有时候

真的只是有时候，莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只

想 一个人静静的发呆。


真的只是有时候，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心 里闷的发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。


真的只是有时候，发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的 人，突然觉得说不出话。


真的只是有时候，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东 西一夜间面目全非。


真的只是有时候，突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自 己简单的行李去流浪。


真的只是有时候，别人突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己开 始百感交集。


真的只是有时候，希望时间为自己停下，就这样和喜欢的人地老 天荒。


真的只是有时候，在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别 人看到自己的伤口。


真的只是有时候，突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来。


真的只是有时候，夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。


真的只是有时候，走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想 起一个人的脸。




真的只是有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表 达。


真的只是有时候，觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。


真的只是有时候，明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。


真的只是有时候，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次 。


真的只是有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。


真的只是有时候，常常找不到事情，无聊的无所适从。


真的只是有时候，突然找不到自己，把自己丢了。


真的只是有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累 很累。


真的只是有时候，看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。


真的只是有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了。


真的只是有时候，听到一首老歌，就突然想起一个人。


真的只是有时候，希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全 感。


真的只是有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷 的发慌。


真的只是有时候，常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。


真的只是有时候，渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂 的事。


真的只是有时候，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。


真的只是有时候，看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。




其实，真的只是有时候。。。

Two Rainbow

Heavy rain yesterday night when driving back home, the cars are all side by side because of the Bad Jammed. Normally i take bout 10 to 15 mins back home, and yesterday is a horrible jammed which take bout 30 mins to reach home. While i am driving with the Bad mood because of the Jammed and the Bad headache, i saw a nice scene which make me feel relief a bit.

Share with all of you :)

Waterlily Balinese Restaurant

This is a nice restaurant with nice design, i like the table near the window which have some pillow with it. It make me feel like i am in a vacation :)
The pricing is in a middle high range, but its in a very big portion.
I like their Pulut Hitam Ice blended

The taste nice and unique :) and its refreshing after drinking it.













I have their famous, waterlily trio, which have their 3 famous starter in a plate, is BIG and i cant finish it :P




The Chicken wing, Deep Fried Squid and...ermmm i think the stick called satay..haa :P
forgot the name. Each of them have different source with it.







The Beef and Lamb grill :) REALLY big portion. I personally like the corn is sweet :) the lamb is tender but its too Big portion..


Must have few friend to join to have the dishes here, then you can really taste their different food :)

Wonderful 19052010

Have a wonderful day (19052010), which make me feel alive and enjoy.

Although just a short one, but its a memorable day.

The air is clear today and can see the city clear and nice.

The feeling is different, although the place is not new for me.

Wake up early because feel so excited, but still do not make me disappointed and regret :)

Feel really tired when reach home, want to take a rest, but the phone just keep ringing to tell me, there are still thing pending need me to settle..

A memorable day... :)

Nice dessert

Have dessert with this...... FRIEND... :P which difficult to get appointment....
This lovely dessert shop located in kuchai lama... :)















Still the one only mango nicer...


The black black color one.. is.... almond with black sesame...taste funny a bit, but still acceptable.











Must try and have more.... Dessert

bLuE

What a day, which have a bad start on the work..
It feel demotivated and feel tired for doing so many thing and they do not appreciate it..
Everyone have feeling, everyone have bad and good mood,
but Please understand others before you do any CONCLUSION,
and People will appreciate you rather then you happy alone,
and other suffering....
what a BluE day....

做不成男女朋友，做个特别的朋友

两个可能彼此相爱、喜欢的人，
但是，又不属于友情、爱情、亲情中的任何一种，
彼此不能成为男女朋友，只能做个特别的朋友……
也许是为了朋友之间的义气，不能归属。
也许是为了顾及家人的意见，不能归位。
也许是为了自己的前程，不能承诺。
也许是相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许是相遇太晚，彼此身边已经有了另一个人。
也许是回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界线……
不过即使没在一起，
彼此仍能找到塌实的感觉，
仍然会保持不隶属任何一种感情的关系。
但是彼此心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
因为有了彼此，心里总是被幸福塞的满满的……
即使不能彼此名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
彼此有喜欢的人，口头上会说不吃醋，
心里却会觉得胃疼……
对方遇到困难时，
会尽全力伸出援助之手，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
对方生病了，
会缴尽脑汁找药方，
恨不得变成护士，陪伴在身旁……
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始可能不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
宁愿这样关心对方的心情，
总好过彼此生活在一起受伤害……
做不成男女朋友，
当个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢
很多的感情，
都败在了现实的面前……
友情可以演变成为爱情，
爱情最终进化成为亲情，
彼此就将友情直接进步到亲情……
人生不过百年……
能牵手的时候，请别只是肩并肩，
能拥抱的时候，请别只是手牵手，
能在一起的时候，请别轻易分开，
能成为红颜知己，请别刻意离开！
珍惜彼此之间塌实的感觉

This is a special article for someone special, its meaningful but its also feel pain when you read it....

好想,累的时候抱抱你!

­很喜欢拥抱，喜欢与心爱的人深情相拥的感觉，什么也

不 说，什么也不做，就只是静静地拥抱，久久不要分开，似乎 只有这样，才能体会与心爱的人真正溶为一体的真实感。在那一 刻，相信时间也会为我们停止的……

好想,累的时候抱抱你!　　­一直以来都觉得，拥抱，较之 亲吻更加真实、温馨，那个可以让你依靠的胸膛一定是很温 暖的，肩膀也一定很坚实。不然为什么大家在伤心哭泣的时 候，总想找个肩膀来依靠呢，我想，其实更多地是想要一个 拥抱吧。­拥抱的时候，内心会溢满一种叫甜蜜的情愫，拥 抱的感觉是真实和安全的，因为拥抱是有温度的，拥抱是有声音 的……

　　­拥抱的含义有很多：
　　­情侣间的拥抱，是幸福甜蜜的；
　　­夫妻间的拥抱，是宽容理解的；
　　­朋友间的拥抱，是贴心信任的；
　　­吵架后的拥抱，代表妥协与原谅；
　　­相逢后的拥抱，代表思念与激动；
　　­离别前的拥抱，代表不舍与期待……

　　­拥抱，是无声的语言，拥抱，是最简单的接受与认可……
　　­拥抱的时候，彼此是被需要的，被别人需要是时候，是一 个人最有价值的时候……

　　­曾经在篇文章上看到一段话：
　　当一个女人从背后抱着你的时候，请一定别再挪动脚步，而 请转过身，紧紧抱着自己的女人。
　　因为，当一个女人愿意从背后深情抱着你的时候，代表着 她把自己的身心都交给了你，那拥抱里，有着太多太多的爱……
　　­当一个男人从背后拥抱着自己的女人，两人的感觉是温 馨和甜蜜的；当一个女人从背后拥抱着自己的男人，女人是无声 的祈求，而男人是心的复归和宁静……

　　­亲爱的，我曾经说过，好想累的时候你能抱着我，其实， 我何尝不想累的时候，你能在身边，无需太多言语，只要一个拥 抱，再苦再累都值得……

　　­也好想，能够在你累的时候，从身后环住你的腰，把脸 轻轻靠在你的后背，静静地，无需语言，用心灵对话，倾听彼此 内心的声音……

　　­亲爱的，不能守在你的身边，不能在你伤心难过的时候 给你安慰；不能在你累的时候给你拥抱；也不能在你喝醉的 时候假装很生气的臭骂一顿，然后再把你带回家；更看不到你面 对这么多不可能时的无奈与心酸……

　　­­可是，我是可以体会你的心情的，因为，在你倍受思 念痛苦的同时，我和你是一样的，可是我们别无选择亲爱的……

　　­可是，亲爱的，你怎么不在我身边，电话再甜美，话语再 安慰，也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远。

　　­拥抱，真得这么遥不可及吗？

　　­请相信我，我会用我的双臂，在你看到我的第一眼时拥你 入怀。

　　­亲爱的，好想好想你，好想好想累的时候能抱抱你……


Just read an article from FB which is so meaningful, its make me feel like hugging... thanks for sharing and it's really true that, when tired, sad, happy, miss etc... when there is a person for you to hug, everything that had happened become not important, its just have the feeling of relieve and happiness...

Moody

The brain is empty today, wish to go to a pub, enjoy the music with a cup of wine or beer. Seeing people laughing, talking and chit chating in the bar, it seems to be a relieve.

But do not feel like going alone, wish there are someone can accompany me, at least when i am boring there are someone to talk to, when i need a shoulder there are someone for me to lean on it.

Does this mean i am boring with life?

Or actually this kind of feeling it will happened in every human life and would not only happened once in our life, it may happen few hundred times in our life.

Can anyone tell me that when this feeling come, what should i do to overcome it?

Its just suddenly wish to write out the feeling which i am having now....

Memorable Day

What is memory?
Memory is an organism's ability to store, retain, and recall information
How long can it be Store?
1 day, 1 years, 5 years or forever?
Friend told me that, if its a happy one remember it forever, but if its a hurt one, clear it, delete it...
Can it be easily deleted?

Everything happen for a reason, but who can tell me wats the reason behind?
COMPLICATED